Heres a note about college:
I started college about a month before some of the people from my high school, and they seem to think they’re super cool just cause they party. YOU’RE NOT. Stop telling people “Oh I went to that party, I had my first drink ever!” You’re not cool. EVERYONE drinks in college unless you are completely straight edge or mormon. It’s nothing new for freshmen…. AT ALL. So stop making yourself seem like a badass when you’re not. Especially if you go to a nerdy school, don’t feel so great about yourself. EVERYONE EXPERIENCES IT, NOT JUST YOU. #EndRant.
Catholic School Swaaaag
So basically I went to my university’s mass yesterday. I’m not Catholic, but it was such a good experience. Monica (the RA) is so freakin cute, she’s so religious I’m kind of jealous. It was so weird that the things that the priest said were so powerful. They stuck with me so well. He talked about forgiveness and how sometimes God gives you a hard time, but he still doesn’t forget about you. Such an interesting experience.
(Source: mahsaballerina)
Anonymous said: it seem alike you don't care about your high school friends. you act like your college friends are more important and you act like you have a new life....
Okay well basically I’m going to write an essay about this because this ask really annoys me. I doubt anyone will read this though.
First of all, yes I am in a new life. With new people and new experiences, and I fucking LOVE it. Like honestly, I do. I can’t tell you how many times in high school I questioned myself about being depressed. A couple of times I even had to call and ask for anti-depressants, but then I’d stop myself. I was on anxiety medication all 4 years of high school. It got really bad during my senior year and I had to double my dosage. I stopped taking them now that I’m in college, and I feel GREAT. My new friends are amazing, I love them to death. I honestly feel like I’ve known them my whole life, because they have been here for me EVERY DAY since I’ve been here, while my friends from high school treated me like complete shit. COMPLETE shit. I used to go home and cry every night because my high school life was ridiculously dramatic and unnecessary. I got really depressed a couple of times, and I promised myself that if I wasn’t happy in college, I would kill myself.
And college has made me more than happy. Everyones so nice. No one is immature or dramatic. So if you’re “pissed” that I’m having a great time here and that I’m enjoying myself, get a reality check. College saved my life. <3
